mugged today with ahfoo n mun joined us for a while.. she was kinda upset. but the rain blew over and she was all happy again. the power of sms. haha. but while she was there we kept talking n kinda ignored jon.. feel abit bad. den saw the hockey girls at the 2nd level near the hall. aye i dunno, sometimes i feel we get abit too cliquish. and when we make noise together our presence seems too loud, too flamboyant, too in-your-face-offensive. almost. at least we dont resort to any illmeaning gansterism. hm. at least.
sometimes cliques give you so much belonging n just hooking onto the niche of comfort makes u lazy n loathe to find other..uh..hooks. then sometimes the clothing gets dislodged, or the cloth frays, and you're just the odd piece of string sticking out, superficially apparently part of the wholesome clothed idea..but really and privately only hiding in its shadow. sometimes its like that. sometimes im part of the whole woven fabric.
drab grays spill over into the hollow expanse and invade the vacuum.
cant wait for promos to be over. i love life at the moment. i love God.
i want to want to want to love You more each day O Lord.
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