partly due to some skin allergy and largely because of my lethargy i stayed home today. and spent 5 hours doing the stupid time wasting imperialism essay. i love spending time with God. i have been estranged from him for too long, just delving into the worldly world thinking of myself my failures my successes and now.. there's something else to reclaim! the part of me ive lost so long ago. im not sure if i mean what im saying. i wonder how many people feel depressed about the things that clutter up their lives now. n not realise that sometimes clutter is better than void, than empty. saw a video about the poor and desolate in Asia. they dont have money for food. so the infants are fed rice water. in vietnam so many kids have lost their limbs and their parents and their homes, they dont know what life is about except scavenging poisonous decomposing rubbish heaps for things to eat. school is far off from their minds when basic sustenance is a daily battle. so its better to be embroiled by the pressures of school than not to know what school entails, not have any use for abcs, yes. unbelievably so. why am i so pensive? why do i have to keep questioning? so what if im pensive. oh dear. i am confused, arent i?
space does not afford quiet,
and dripping time does not soothe
nothing to calm or cool the riot
to silence the clutter of the scraping chair
to mask the despair of a lone scream.
the stuttering rifle's rapid rattle.
"Fools have the prerogative to utter the words others do not."
ReplyDeleteYou may be pensive, yet at least it means you're alive, and see the value of many things in life.
who is this? dont be somebody from 1b.
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