dream.

he got married.

and i was the one passing them

the important stuff. like the ring.

only it wasnt a ring.

some food basket. ?

i didnt know it was a wedding.

i didnt know it was him.

i wouldn't have went if i did

then i got a message

like nothing ever happened

and i force myself to uncry all my illusions.

romantic illusion is a scary (notion) concept.- no i wont do a cheesy rhyme.-]

then the day fairytale seems to dissolve.

and i chase shreds of a broken damp thing.

that won't fly. the way dreams do on clouds.

and i wake up.

can i ever trust those.

dreams. people. illusions.

keep on lying your way out of here.

i'm afraid of what i will see in you when that smile's gone.