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casual entry, okay? today we just learned about use of slang and colloquial language. i always spell colloquial colloQUAIL. as in manna bread quail from heaven fly!! -.- its a weird sort of word. so long and formal but it means unconventional & unofficial. so. today was a good day. im the hockey dragger!! that's the person who does the drag out during attacking shortcorners. and school was short, and had some artistic vent on fiona's birthday patchwork. its the prettiest thing- i must describe it. picture felt cloths of rich red, mauve, orange, yellow, blues, each with personalised design from one of her friends. all these pieced together to form a vibrant patchwork that flows and glitters and has all sorts of interesting trinkets on it. (: really interesting. didnt think of it. jing did.
really enjoyed going out with eri that day. just that sarah was kinda.. awkwardly quiet and sensitive and..off. i hope she didnt feel left out. arck. eri n i msged her after that and she didnt reply us. ); anyhow. i saw sheila in school today. nice surprise.
everything's spinning around so fast, i can't tell if i'm stationary or things are moving alot faster than i am. reading screwtape currently. it is GOOD stuff. literary giant-no, above that- godly servant. there's so many things, so many people to pray for. i set a goal to pray for at least one person every day. tonight cherie's gonna be in my prayers.
horror. 2.5 weeks to commons!! shockpanicbreathe. actually. thats hyperbole. i dont really feel anything. which is scary. cos im SUPPOSED to panic. n that'd give me the impetus to start mugging. but..
i kind of need alot of personal space. and that sorta cordons me from alot of people, cos i really treasure rest, and other artistic restful pursuits. by myself. maybe im self-absorbed, or eccentric, or isolationist, whatever, yeah? just fancy a good rest, a good clean break from the mess, a good sleep without beeping clocks and ringing phones and yelling calls and knocking doors and blankets falling onto the ground leaving me stark cold.
God, god, be with her. dont let it all fall apart.