the prelims are over.! econs paper today was madness. they are so out to kill us. i wonder why they have to set such difficult papers. maybe its a corporate pride thing. rafflesianism. national-ism. disgustum.
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pau and belle came to my house today, supposed to watch some soppy korean show, but the vcds i had were too boring. we fell asleep. ah what better than sleep anyway, the doing of nothing without any guilt. for the past week i had this sullen sense that everything else i did apart from studying was a waste of time.
exams are bad for health.
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we're going to arab street tmr! whee. lookng for the beads and stuff. then heading back to school to celebrate sir's birthday. i miss hockey. all the trainings and games, and sir. it seems so foreign, like a strange other country, now that all i breathe is words, papers, files.
my room smells musty and weird from the stacks of misplaced papers all over,
all that detail to unload and cram mentally, its like wading through knee high chalk rocks.
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future. should i go to youth, or senior church camp? prom is unconveniently arranged in between both of them- and cherie would be in japan. no idea how i can get there myself.
Lord please provide a carriage/container/car for transport purposes. haha.and then, should i work in the chocolatecake place? or go for dpf. or tuitioning. or/
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"she glanced on the mid-plains, walked the middle ground of life- moderation kept her aloof. she was an observer of life, as a psychiatrist to her patient, always seeking to understand its facets without partaking in life as a romantic mingler. and she saw, she saw, life in its shades and tones, life in its forms and silhouettes- but the etching dirt and detail- life's faces, its extremes of delight and excesses of dejection, this she missed."
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miss the small picture?
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