mindless therapy

havent blogged in a real long time, on the spur of the moment [nah, not really.] i have this list floating in my mind, this list which contains all my very favourite things, this list which now defloats itself and leaks out onto this page.
1. 'bossanova' orange covered jazz cd
[listening to it i can just imagine my future home around it, yeah, like building a space around the music. it will be an airy house, with lots of open spaces, large green leaves in selective amounts, light streaming in, white natural furniture, all with a very rustic feel, white and brown wood maybe pine doors. and the music plays when i wake in the morning.]
2. passion fruit body spray from the body shop
[smelling yummy. why not?]
3. biotherm face cleansers, moisturisers, all that jazz
4. a funky skirt- check out far east level 4 and an siang street [howdya spell it?]
5. chunky necklace, brown gummy stone. from holland v big bead shop
6. famous amos cookie recipe! my cousin makes neat imitations. ha.
7. office-appropriate tops

alright, my covetous list has exhausted itself and now recoils back, rested. i wrote that down so i can check it off, and cos now since my bday is over no one can say im fishing for presents. there.


did something stupid today, i had 15 minutes to spend while waiting for the shuttle bus, and so i dawdled into Venus the soap and cosmetics store at Clementi central and decided to buy shampoo. this lime green loreal thing appealed to me so i just bought it, purely on impulse, and when i came home to use it i realise it wasnt even shampoo, its conditioner.! not that it matters very much because anyway i need conditioner just as much as i need shampoo: not in the least. now, am i getting stressed out or what? like when i get stressed and brainless the cells leak out from my wallet in the form of cash.


then i came home and ate Nuts About Chocolate my favourite ice cream in a tub, notwithstanding Ben n Jerry's, but i dont eat that off a tub, only from the suntec outlet. haagen daz too. i'm getting so restless, i have so little time for myself that i dunno what to do with the time. oh i read this cool quote on the cat high school wall:

"Most people spend half their lives wishing for what they could have,

if they did not spend half their lives wishing.' -So-and-so.

i spend one hour eating dinner, two hours watching chinese serials while marking, some time playing the guitar, some time doing qt, some time writing,

i want to use june to do what i really like, like sports, and baking, and drawing and reading

oh! i want a sketchpad, think i'll make myself one!

and i want to wake up to the freshness of God again, though i know its rooted in the soil of prayer, solitude and stillness. alright, i'll go into the mud if that's where life originates.

all i want for christmas, is you.