'scaryness' is just an excuse. if we're not close we're not close la, there's nothing wrong with that. but to suggest that i am the cause of it just eschews the fact that friendship is two ways. and to tell u the truth, i'm tired. i dunno when to call some true friends. no matter how many times i tell myself not to let it bother me, those labels, they come back time and time again, they're thrown at me as though its always my fault. believe what you want to believe. unfriendly, callous, intimidating, whatever.