party this friday! dunno if parents allow yet. floorball this friday! funfunfun. napfa over! yesterday! aching, but relieved- last napfa of my life. i'm growing old! and balding my friendships- or shaving them off to a narrow elite. motivated! to study when i'm not with books and to play when i'm studying. i want to get real with God. i want to be able to make a promise, a mutual transaction with Him. without hypocrisy, or pride, or greed.
God, promise me that you'll be intimate with me every single day.
through the shallow, cracked moments, as well as the swinging highs.
i promise i will be real with you, even if it means peeling off my transmuted protective layers
and showing you my ugliness. (they dont really protect, i just deceive myself.)
thanks for the kids at swiss cottage sec. been practising english orals o levels with them. they're lovely, lovely.
thanks for giving me stuff to look forward to even when i feel alone.
thanks for msg, we are human, but we are the best ive got so far.
thanks for cherie, amanda heng, amanda lee, jaclyn, gerry, zhonyun, edlyn.
thanks for hannah and belle. and jing and munloh and whui.
thanks for sleep, for books, for clouds!
you are wonderful, wonderful!
the heart of the matter- love jesus.
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