i live to love you.

i have just given God my costliest gift yet: a job i would love.
now i just ask that he is blessed by my gift, and that i would be pleasing in the giving of it.
help me be a cheerful giver, Lord, not to hurt, or to hanker,
but to be at peace.

here's what helped change my mind:

here in your courts where i'm close to your throne

i've found where i belong.