today they gave us the difficult decision, that uncle allan will be going with us to india, not david ho. [we call him uncle david but my tongue is still unused to the calling] sigh. i never understood before the complexity of a methodist church, the fragile complexity, the stiff brittleness that holds everything together, that if one committee were to block the go ahead everything below would just halt. david's been trying really hard to bond with us, and his expectations regarding the trip, leading us, planning dpf since its conception- its really hard giving up a child as a parent, even if its a brainchild. not just just a brainchild.
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conflict on the mission trip is inevitable. we need your prayers! leaving to india on first feb. felicis's first feb. :)
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silly amanda keeps asking me to get a boyfriend hahaha. as if they grow on trees. reality never matches up to expectations you know? yet we are all human, why the superhuman demands? nah, maybe its just the biding patience, that skip a turn card to wait for what comes next. but its more than just a card game, and the stakes are a life, or memories of one.
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you know, i cant make up my mind about uncertainty. haha the irony. it kinda makes everything exciting doesnt it? not knowing for sure what surprises may slide alongside? yet so pensive and aching too. which explains the curiosity surrounding fortune telling and horoscope astrology.
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hockeypockey. gerry got into hockey! :D woot. i look back and feel quite sad, its like the exciting part of my life is now over, and i now look on, graying, at the little kids who are enjoying their brief turn. ahaha. ok, maybe not graying. but it feels so.
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maybe next season my fav color will be gray. the colour of ranges, of uncertainty, of truth. truth is often found in the middle. did you know that?
fiddlesticks. task this week: say out what you really MEAN inside to someone.
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