oh what have i done, what have i done! was talking to kevin moe at 3rd level on sunday and when i told him i was in usp [and he knows im in archi] he said: what have you done to yourself! oh no!. not very optimistic, is he? then he proceeded to tell me about his usp friend who stayed up the whole night without sleep just to submit her essay and how usp has ALOT of essays to write: for example, The Role of Mathematics. mighty interesting, huh? And then he told me about how his architecture friend was also dying, camping in the studio almost every night hugging AUTOCAD to sleep, eh. no, the autocad bit was joelneo. [see, they are ALL telling me how i will die. like some chanting ouija board. haha.] so i figured since i'll die on either side anyway, and i cant die twice, it shouldnt matter right? ... i wish i could believe that.
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before this i WAS looking forward to school, you know.
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orientation week starts tomorrow on the archi side, so howdy doo i wonder if this will be the last of my recent spurt in blog entries. i'm quite glad today i have no appointments planned, so i can stay home, read, run, make a necklace, plan my time for this week -it's all a mess, overlapping orientations n all-, but now i have cleverly gone and dunnit: booked a practice session for driving.! out of guilt, really. cos i have left it hanging for oh so long already, wonder why im not so keen on driving. its like whats the point of shoes if everywhere else is a maze and everywhere else to be isn't necessarily a better place than here, beneath my feet.
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in the crowd of the foreign,
in the elbow jostle of pressing heat
in the hushed singleness beneath the hum of activity,
where faces peer in the window, but no one knocks at the door,
i only wish, on an eyelash,
not to be crushed.
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