lectures start tomorrow! and i wonder where the initial enthusiasm dissolved into. i don't really know the people in my design module group, and i sure hope they're friendlier than her-i-shall-not-name i met on friday- that really freaked me out. i need more smiling faces and replies to questions man. i think what has happened is i dunno if the tutor will be a dirtball that just disses and never appreciates, or THAT tutor that totally freaks me out with his voluminous eyes, or hopefully someone really nice. you know? and all those questions bursting in my head have only one night left to burst around cos tomorrow afternoon all the bubbles shall be bursted and extinguished, and so many questions shall be converted into answers by 1.05pm.
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i dream of having aptitude, of being delighted with what i do, of being good at what i'm supposed to do, at being good with the people around me, of being motivated and disciplined, and i want those to be more than dreams. so God.
please.
help.
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i told gerry everything in church seemed to be slipping, and she said, is it because right now we are in the position not to make it slip, not to let it slide, that we feel right now that things have to be changed?. we are the change we want to see. gum to chew on. i shall survive this week, MORE than survive, i shall live to tell you how it went. humpf. much prayer coveted. :]
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love paul