i hate eps i hate it i hate it i hate it its just about the dumbest thing ever invented. i started editing REREREediting the sow posters at 1145 and the time now is 127am even though the editing just took ten minutes the STUPID format made me wait and wait for hours just to SAVE frickin SAVE and just to ATTAcH it to the email to send to the printer. and after i painfully attached the three images after half n hour the stupid page just flicked onto searchmail and i lost all the "Compose Mail" data and i had to sit there and watch and unmoving screen do the same thing all over- and i had 6 hours of talks today and i am so tired so frustrated so tired so agitated i cried over the computer screen. but doesnt matter cos ive been wanting to cry for quite some time just to vent these transition emotions of angst or sadness or loneliness or alienation or rejection but the ducts been dry so now i have a trigger to VENT. i am so tired.
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and if you are somebody who reads this you can just keep quiet cos venting is already an outlet i dont need the poor you sympathies cos i'd rather let it pass thankyouvery much. ARGH!! now i know why @#%^%**(~@%(@#$ is so often used in comics for vulgarities in this kinda mood words are too slow and all you need are angry symbols senseless rage outlets like hair standing on end and gritted teeth and clenched fists and.. i'm not angry. i'm just accumulated emotion.